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Reconsideration
A certain uncertainty
Believed that I could see
What to do with you and me
Can I handle
My handle
while handling you
as you are struggling not to fall
for the same wave
the same mistake
the same empty joy...
Optimism takes a turn
ever fluctuating
Realism makes it burn
and big surpise I feel the sting
of what was not supposed to happen
and yet...
it feels so good
like a natural flow carrying eachother
into the warm ocean of fluids
as our minds melt
only
to repeat the process later on
Do we trick ourselves into not seeing
that we have managed
2 fool
ourselves
as we fly like helpless insects
into the light when we feel
it is calling us
pulling
pushing
moving
as we are whispered the words to say
and our thoughts are swepped away
flushed clean and sucked into the hole
of
the moment
the comfort
the safety
and a simple exchange of passionate affection
as a stranger that touches ones heart,
but can never be incorporated into life
your life
my life
Live for the moment,
in it
after it
as if
the choice was still mine
the feeling was still under control
and the purity of affectionate attention still untainted
And as
the passion shrivels
the lights dim
the grass is original green
and the world no longer supernaturally charged
as it never was
personally bound power
Are we created
in two sexes
so the presence of the other
enhances perfomances
of the one?
As I slip I bump
my head into an invisible wall
and all sight is clouded
by the sleep that calls to ferry me
to another day after this one
to bring
me
more proof
of my ignorance
my stupidity
my self-indulged confidence
as reason is twisted
into truth.............